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Sometimes throwing everything out is a positive step if starting fresh with new vision is the goal. I think it did you well and I look forward to each of your new and future works. admg
I did attempt to destroy my work so I could start over with a fresh new vision. I attempted its destruction because I had felt destroyed by it and living impoverished because of it sank my will over time. I'm not sure I can agree that attempting to destroy my work has left me well. Out of the downward spiral I fall broken to the ground. For art...
I returned home prepared to delete all my work on my computer and destroy all my films. But just by chance a friend had stopped by because he hadn't heard from me in almost a month. When he saw how distraught I was and heard about what I had done to my work he felt he had to intervene. He asked me to go for a walk because he wanted to understand why I had come to feel such dispair.
In the end, he surmised that I had never received much praise for my work because I had rarely ever shown it to anyon. Deep down I felt I suffered because my work sucked. That night he convinced me to enter an upcoming show which was my first ever. This was one of the 3 images I entered. It won 1st place. My other two entries won 2nd and 3rd place. I was in disbelief becauase I had come so close to destroying my work and myself just a few weeks before.
The universe, destiny, the fates, whatever you wish to call it, restored my faith in my work and myself. It is because of this image, and my friend, that I am here today, to share my work here with the world.
If I can help let me know